What do you see?

What do you see when you look at me?
A face?
A body?
A soul?
Someone whoes life is full?
What do I see when I look at me?
A heart beating
In the void.
I am filled with longing,
An exquisit pain,
A need to belong.
You give
And take away what you have given
And leave me confused.
Punishment,
Abandonment.
Love is never enough,
I'm not good enough
And never will be.
Your unconditional love
Has conditions.